- The secret is that I wish I went to ib in 9th grade and never went to northeast because none of this has been worth it, lol someone just show me how to be happy
If I’m ever in a situation where I’m not dead but I should be and I can’t speak or comunicate with anyone and all i can do is think, I want someone to kill me, and if not and if my brain is not totally dead and if your my friend, don’t stare at me while I’m in a hospital bed with nothing to say, sit by me, hold my hand, and tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss me, tell me why, and that will be the only reason I’ll want to stay on earth.
Ill want to say something back, and I won’t be able to, but all ill be thinking is that I love you and that I never want you to leave and i already miss all the times we spent togeather, I just feel everyone should know this and that I appreciate them and I want them around and I really really do love my friends
I hate nights when i feel like I hate everyone, myself, and life
That night is tonight, cheer me up? Please?<3
maybe if i sigh loud enough god will hear me and fix all my problems